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Why don't you be the artist and make me out of clay?
Why don't you be the writer and decide the words I say?
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
I don't know if I just made the right choice, and I don't know if I'm going to be happy, but if something good happens, then I guess God really saw how I struggled with this decision for a few weeks. Just that it wasn't so horrible until now. Well, decision's made, and I hope that things will be alright. I trust God to help me in this.
I trust and hope that you will come to accept my decision, the way you did before. It's not just you, it's about me, too. Understand my decision, and the reason for my choice. And maybe one day you'll see that I can make my own choices, and I can know what is right to me, what I like to do, what I enjoy doing. That I can differentiate what I like to do, and what I have to do. I'm not always going to look to you for my decisions. I can choose, myself. I can decide. I can live, knowing that I may have done the right thing. You may be angry for a while. But who knows what lies ahead? I may love it just as much as I thought I loved what I did before. It may not be the best thing you want for me, and I understand that. But I can't let myself suffer from guilt, or loyalty that I don't give.
So, God, I leave my future in Your hands. I leave everything that will come, with You. I may be able to do good things now. Maybe someday, be even greater than what I am. But for now, I'm alright. I'm still smarting from a stumble, but time always heals wounds, no matter how deep. It's just that I need to trust You. And I do. I'll just follow the path You've laid out for me, and I'll walk it. Though sometimes I may take wrong turns, or stumble upon obstacles, You are there for me, and I know I can get through everything.
the origin.9:51 PM
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